
She is my inspiration and goal! I LOVEEEE CANDICE!

Boyfriend wants me to get this one :) Not my favorite but it is sexy.
When I go to VS online, not only is it inspiring, but its like being a kid in a candy shop. Not only do I want to lose weight, but for once in my life I dont want to be limited AT ALL by any clothing. I want to get to a body where I can get ANY bathingsuit I want off of VS, that includes any bathingsuit top…so I hope the girls go down from a D cup to C cup…would make A LOT more swimsuits available for my choice.
I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Ive waited so long for a guy to want me. That was my minimal quality he had to have and some times he didnt even have to have that….pathetic.
Right now Im in a relationship with a guy who is amazing. Let me tell you why. He’s hot as fuck. He worksout everyday, hes ripped, especially compared to the guys Ive been with in my past. I used to think they were hot….pshhh not even close compared to my boyfriend now. He has the cutest baby face ever. Its adorable. Just overall sexy. He is the most selfless guy Ive ever met. He just gives gives gives, and doesnt expect anything back in return. It is the best thing ever. He does everything for me. He has a car and in the city that is rare. He picks me up and takes me home. He invites me over his apartment and when he does he cooks me dinner. He lifts me up, legs wrapped around his back, he carries me to the bed and lays me down and makes love to me before dinner. Then after I cant come in the kitchen, because he wants to surprise me. He makes me close my eyes then lets me open them to a fully set dinner table with wine and chicken parmesan that he made. He is the best. He pays for everything, even when I insist to pay he doesnt let me. He asks if he can eat me out. And when I let him he does the best job possible. Blows my mind away and I have the best orgasms. Its the best afterward when I look down and see his smiling face, he doesnt want to stop. I just want to kiss him after that. Its all about my pleasure. During sex, he stops himself so that he doesnt come, so that I can enjoy it longer. Even when I insist he comes he says no and says he wants me to enjoy it longer. Its all about me and my happiness and its so admirable. He loves to cuddle. He pulls me in and wraps his leg around my body. Its so cute. Hes my colory bird (cuddly bear). Hes european and so he has difficulty pronouncing some words. He makes me laugh all the time, he makes me happy all the time. He sends me texts that say: thinking of you. His biggest thing is he cant open up, he wasnt raised that way and doesnt know how to verbally express himself to me. When I talked to him about it, he made an effort and started sending me cute texts now. He tries so hard. He asks me how he can improve eating me out. And I tell him its perfect and it really is. Hes the best fuck ever. He is so good its not even funny. All he does is get better and better and I dont even know how thats possible after everytime. He just started calling me babe, so I know hes getting more comfortable with the fact were in a relationship.
He’s all mine :)
