So I watched Young Adult with Mit tonight. I didnt realize how fitting of a movie it was. He did. Ironically the city boy and girl saw the movie in Newark or rather “Mercury”.

Had I seen the film in NYC I prob wouldve taken a walk with a view of some great landmark just to remind myself I got away.

I wish I could get drunk. I almost envy the main character in the film for being able to get wasted every single night. She was so spontaneous. She didnt give a fuck. I cant do that. I cant even go inside Mit’s house because its 10:30 and to me that feels too late, and also I dont want to disrespect Pawel.

I guess what Im trying to say is, sometimes I get tired of being a good girl. Its been a while that Ive behaved so well. I need a break.