January 2011
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I feel worthless being stuck at 142.
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I have fasted, worked my ass off and nothing. Fuckin nothing. Now I am sick and if I dont break 142 during this whole being sick Idk what Id do besides be even more pissed.
i feel exactly the same.
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I'm telling you, listening to 'Harry in Winter'...
I am so thankful for everything and everyone in my...
So the Jets are gonna lose...
and at first I felt sick to my stomach, or like I had just gotten the wind knocked out of me, utterly crushed and down about it. Stressed about school tomorrow and that I cant see Pawel tonight but then I started thinking about what would cheer me up. I imagined him kissing me and I suddenly felt better. And then I realized there is no reason to let this or that make my evening suck. There are so...
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I do a horrible job of covering up hickies :\
i remember when I first saw high school musical.
asdfghjklsd-:
they showed zac efron for the first time & i was like :
” who the fuck is that sexy motherfucker? “
then he started singing & i was like :
Things I Love
Things I Love:
my life, my family, my friends, cindy, living in nyc, my car, my siblings, me, my bedroom, dancing, playing piano, film scores, movies, kate winslet, leonardo dicaprio, titanic, wheat bagels with cream cheese, looking great, baths, buying lingerie, shopping, going out to eat, walking the brooklyn bridge, getting compliments, getting sweet texts from my boyfriend, christmas and...
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I Can Do This
I want to be thin so bad. Today was a good day…or is still going well as far as my mental state goes. Thats because for the first day in like 9, yes 9, I have went down again. 141lbs. Still off from my goal weight for this date but Im taking what I can get.
Last day in Delaware. Will be going to New York tomorrow. It should be easier to lose weight there and harder to get my ass in the gym....
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“I’ll be waiting for you here inside my heart. I’m the one who wants...”
– Celine Dion
