December 2009
17 posts
It's Over
Oh how I feel right now. Its over. Its so over. I cant do this anymore. Whats interesting about it is everyone is clueless. I guess its a good comparison to my roommate. When I feel like Im screaming, apparently Im not even whispering. The thing is I know that if I said anything about how I felt, nothing would change. It wouldnt matter. I was paying close attention to everything mel said. She...
This is the Way
I just watched Sixteen Candles. What can I say. I just wish he actually liked me, like Jake actually liked Samantha. But you know what they say. If a guy wants you, he’ll make it happen. So here I sit. And sit. And I’ll sit till the end of time.
You Have to Feel it
So. I really dont know how to start this off. Saw Avatar last night. But Im not in the mood to go into that. It was amazing. I hate sounding gay but the movie made me want to be more intouch with myself. Meditation is really healthy. I mean I used to do it pretty often and then stopped. What if I could meditate myself into not needing birth control. That sounds more like hypnosis. But the mind is...
The Bioluminescence of the Night
by James Horner,...
Let go.
People are getting on my nerves. If I made a list of people who didnt bother me, itd be short. Sometimes I want to let go of all of you. Sometimes you literally feel like the past, like a book that I shouldve shut. And everytime I come to Delaware it gets open again and little pages are read back in my mind. And its an absolutely bizarre feeling. We arent meant to go back in our pasts. I tried to...
Listen
I'm Learning to Breath
Is it bad that I keep looking on my facebook chat. And i know. And it kills me.Thats bad.
I think Im emotionally unstable this week. No patch. I cried today when my mom said she didnt get me a new one. Kind of like a crack addict goes crazy when they cant get any crack. I guess.
Its christmas eve. Just skyped walter for like two hours.
I cant stop thinking about it. It eats me up inside. It...
Gumption
Christmas Eve! Its tradition that we go to mass on christmas eve. But this year there is no five o clock mass. There’s 4 and 6. So were going at 4. Bleh. Which means we’re arriving at 3. Which means I need to get in the shower at 1.
“Last christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day you gave it away. This year to save me from tears, I’ll give it to someone...
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Anything Can Happen
Blah! Its 3:30am. I need to seriously get back on a normal sleep schedule. And by normal I mean staying up till 3:30am and sleeping in till 2pm. I “took a nap” at 4pm today and woke up at 1am. Nice. Although I cant complain. It pretty much is the life. Got up at 5:30am uhm this morning? I dont know how to put it so it makes sense. Well dad made breakfast, we watched Babe. I did dishes....
“Got Kate Winslet?”
Walkin' In A Winter Wonderland
Snow! Last night was fun. The whole family was downstairs singing glee songs. The reason that is possible is because my parents know all of them, sense theyre covers. Today was pretty cool, pretty chill. Didnt do much of anything. But I love hanging with my siblings. Good food in the house. 9 inches of snow, and it keeps going. Walked to shoprite with kevin and crystal to pick up mom from work....
It's That Time of Year
I want to say that I hate people. But what an awful way to start a blog out, huh? In less than five hours I will be checking out of Maria’s Tower and on my way home to Delaware.
Im not sure if going back will be good or bad. I know that Im really excited to go to the y. Thats about it. I do want to see Mit. As for everyone else, I dont really care. I literally do feel dropped. Like, Ive...
